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sunday!

2008-03-23T13:44:00.003+08:00

one more day to reporting to new unit. tmr have to report to police academy at old chua chu kang road. its damn far and have to report at 8am. but at least i'm looking forward to this new challenge, as a police officer and oct. totally unexpected but i'm quite happy though. a lot of people told me that it was a good posting and i'm sure that it is. hopefully i'll learn something new, new skills and meeting new people. the first thought on my mind when i received the posting was 'hahaha, what the hell!? thank God!' and that everybody, okay most, when they meet me they'll be like ' eh you Ns ah? where police?' then i'll be like 'why you straightaway say police sia?' and the most famous answer i got was 'because you Malay what!' hahahah. sometimes when i think back, its quite funny. i fulfilled the wishes of these few people right?

now at least i'm venturing into another place where it has more urban operations, more to the reality of life. i'm excited of the things to come and i hope life is better in the police. i'm going to pack my stuff for tmr so that later i can watch soccer without having to worry about my stuff. Dear God, i just hope for a better life!

this is life.

2008-03-20T16:06:00.002+08:00

woah, the block leave really past by very fast. from one week and a half now to just a few days left. so much to prepare, so much to do and tomorrow is the posting. excited yet anxious but i'm just. hoping for the best. playing soccer just now at the cage was good. at least i exercised after a few days i didnt. i need to start running to get myself back to full fitness (sounds familiar eh?). haven't been doing anything healthy for the past few days. all i did was eat, eat, eat, eat an more eating. haha my stomach is now getting rounder.

i've been going out also, like i said in the past entry meeting my friends and at the same time doing so many activities. trying to squeeze as mush as possible and make use of this free time while i still can.

for now, i'll just leave my entry to this. tmr is good friday, family time. eating out for breakfast, return the instruments, meet my friend ad hopefully i can get back and continue my packing. and yes cant forget this sunday, MAN U vs liverpool.

ciao!

weekend

2008-03-16T22:13:00.002+08:00

since the POP, i've been quite busy and staying up till late due to many circumstances. i'm like trying to cramp up as many activities as possible and try to meet up with many people to catch up and keep myself updated. anyway, for the past few days i've been jetting around from places to places from band prac to my sec sch. for my band, we had just finish 2 performances, even though they were not major ones, we enjoyed ourselves. not great, still have much to touch up on but at least there was togetherness and enjoyment. "Grooving to beats differently". then straightaway on saturday about 10pm, went to my sec sch with my band mates to help out with the NUS interschool poetry writing and recital comp. it was great seeing the guys again practising and having an overnight camp just to make sure that they are sure of what they are doing. as responsible alumni (ahem!) we helped out, thought them a few stuff passed down our knowledge and hopefully they gained something from us. if not wasted sia. hahah, hopefully they'll do as well as the past few years.

four days have zoomed by and left with just one week before RTU. aiyoh, some people can actually say that i'm bored and all but actually time passes by very quickly. now, need to start training back to regain my fitness and not suffer on the first day. then i'm going to use this one week to meet up, play soccer, start on my poetry and hopefully at the same time get enough of rest. so slowly i'll schedule my plan so that it just fits nicely and i'll still have time for myself. tmr i'm meeting my NS buddies for a section get together to celebrate a few people's birthday. movies (for the first time in like dont know when) and then end off with dinner.

i've been put on task to write for next year's poetry writing and recital comp. mine was rejected once cos it was too structured and boring. so i hope this time around it would be a better piece, more mature and simple to understand. so if any body have any great suggestions, help me out okay. by the way, its to be in malay, haah!

for now, i'm just sitting down and idling waiting to fall asleep. i hope its soon.

double!

2008-03-13T16:04:00.002+08:00

yesterday was one of the most memorable day of my life. i celebrated 2 occasions, my POP and birthday. what a coincidence it was that it occurred on the same day. the rain summed it all up with a splash of puddle celebration on the parade ground itself. thank you my buddies for making the birthday a special one.

but firstly, i'm sorry to those who came here for updates but didnt get any. since enlistment, its either i'm too tired or too lazy to blog cos i've other things to do( wash dirty clothes etc.). sorry eilania for making this blog like a dead one. from now, i'll try my best to keep you guys updated and to stay in touch.

i'll not blog about ns nor the army nor anything associated with that. enough that people know that i have managed to go through the first 2 months safely. now its time to wait for my posting and apply for a place in uni. my A level results was really an unexpected one. thought seriously i'm gonna do badly but thankfully i did okay, even though its okay only lah. seeing rachel and most others getting As, i didnt. that was the only sad part. nevertheless, it was my best effort that i put in and i'm very satisfied with what i achieved. i fully deserve what i got.

effort=results

now, i'm hoping that i can get into the uni/course that i want. hopefully i can get my pol sci course in either nus or smu. alternatively, the comm studies in ntu. now what i can just do is apply and pray that i get in. hmm, on the results day, eilania, where did you go? didnt see you. hopefully you can get back to me what happened to you sia.

now i'm on a week's block leave after pop. hopefully i can get to ocs. money or prestige, or the rank or whatever, it doesnt matter. like what my pc said, since you have no choice, might as well make the best out of it. after going through all the grenades, m16 and route marches, thats what i should do. make the best of what i have to do and try to excel in it. from bmt, i learn alot about working together and assuming the role of a leader and it really helps that you earn the respect of your buddies and not force the respect from them.

i hope the best from the options that are available to me. now i can just wait, relax and enjoy my break before starting another chapter in the army. i want to meet up with A6! guys contact me soon!

counting down the days.

2008-01-08T13:25:00.000+08:00

more than a month since i last posted anything at all. why you may ask? was busy doing all the planned activities and going out with my cousins. and by the time i get home i was too tired already. i'm not going to reflect much about 2007 but what i can say in my first post of the year is that it has been a great year on the whole outlook. end of year performance with FP was great. ended the year with the much needed oomph. haha yeah! busy busy year has passed. now move on to the next chapter- the Army.

but before i move on to that, surprisingly despite passing only one H2 subject in my whole 2 years of jc life, i received a good progress award from the CC and SAJC. how come? haha, my dad told me 'don't need to think they give you then just take la.' so i mean from passing nothing at all to passing a subject was a huge 'progress'. i'm not going to question it anymore.

okay, i will be enlisting this friday 11th jan. so it will be another 3 more days of freedom before i face confinement. it will be a new environment, new people and hopefully a well spent NS time. at least on my day i have daniel, and timothy (A7) and a few others that i've not asked. quite excited actually to begin a new life in army and where men becomes more mature and 'man of steel'. hahahah. i feel like i've nothing else to say. i really miss going back to school and hanging out with my fellow A6 people and i hope they're doing very well with their life now. see you guys soon on the results day. SOON!

a month of play and play

2007-12-04T14:12:00.000+08:00

the 4th of december. yes nicole, A level has finished, i know that. see when the post was written la. anyway, its good that any major examinations has finished and takes a break until i (hopefully) get to university. speaking of life now, it just seems to be play, play, play. okay, and eat also but not much of sleep. i've been doing various regimental exercises to prepare myself for the enlistment. went swimming (after a very long time) and gym.

definitely, its been just going out going for various practices and upon the advice of Ms K, doing things that you wanted to do but has always been delayed because of school commitments. yes, like staying up late at night often, joined a percussion band, went on an eating spree, but have yet to go on a holiday, and it looks like its not going to materialise.

for these past few days, have been going out quite often, from the sitex show to the john little sale to the creative sales. its been a hectic weekend. i wanted to buy alot of things:
1) the south africa rugby jersey
2) creative zen vision
3) a black specs for NS
4) a new pair of sneakers
5) a few pairs of jeans
6) new clothes
7) sony vaio laptop/macbook
8) audio technica headphones
9) canon digital SLR
10) a new pair of football boots

hahaha, it seems alot of things, but slowly once i get my pay, i'm going to save up to buy these things. furthermore, the apple macbook in hongkong is cheaper by about $400 i heard than in singapore and so since the warranty is international, might as well buy from there. but really for now the items one and two is the priority.

now, joining a percussion band was one that i had wanted to join for quite some time. the experience is totally a different one compared to other bands that i've joined. music was freestyle and we were encouraged to showcase our individual ability within the rythm and beat that was provided. it was cool playing pop music, samba and other beats using the world perc instruments. something that i've not tried before. its really a chance for me to learn something new and expand my learning horizon, not just on academics but also life.

starting to miss my classmates of A6. they've been a cheery lot, with all the stupid antics of eilania and kwan, just to name a few. went out after the last lit paper to the heeren's vil'age. yeah i know its not halal, but i didnt eat there. with the forcing of the girls, went to BK to buy my food before heading to vil'age to eat by smuggling the food in. haha, it was quite fun at last i went out with my classmates for the first time i think! anyway, made a lot of stupid but funny laughing rolling on the floor jokes, everybody contributed to the fun. took neoprints which i can remember clearly sylvia was reluctant to do. hahahahah. the neoprints were memorable pictures of us 8 people cramming into one small space with christian taking quite a space. haha, joking only. then went to rachel lim's place to don't know do what and in the end, everybody had to go home early. i dont know why.

i believe my classmates deserve a tribute from me right? okay, in the next post i'll post more about the very A6 of sajc.

over, and out.

2007-11-20T22:49:00.000+08:00

it's almost over. good.

now time to concentrate on having fun. don't want to think about results yet. soon entering NS. shiok. must start running, going gym, swimming. building up stamina, oh great. anyway, none of what i'm going to say will have anything to do with studies.

okay, hey sajcband j2 guys(+deborah) when are you all free? can you all please contact me? kenny really wants to play a testimonial match before the early entrants that is before 13 december (correct? poon shi?) yupp. so you all please contact me when you're free and tell me the dates that you all can make it. so i can book the field. most probably the st wilfred's small pitch like for five a-side. unless you all want to play in school. up to you all but please if you message me state which DATE and VENUE. thanks! please do it asap, it would be much appreciated. then we can give those early entrants a good send off.

proposed match will be against the J1s to get revenge! the 12-11 loss ( haha, weird score) anyway, yupp please get back to me asap, if not kenny will be damn sad.

on a different note, i'm going on a holiday. hahaha going to kota kinabalu i heard. no time to travel further and lazy to travel also la, need to train all that. i maybe off from the 28th nov to 3rd december around there. so definitely its not a good choice. then the J1s will be having a band camp from 3rd to the 7th dec. take note!! so most prob we can play between the 9th and 12th.

thank you so much.

i didnt really celebrate the end of the exams. i hope tmr i can join up with my sec 4 batch mates for dinner, with nothing else disturbing me. oh ya. just now at my place there was an accident involving a cyclist and a lorry driver at the car park. the cyclist a china man was knocked down and flew with his head hitting the side curb. sad sia then his head was gashed with deep cuts. got knocked out but soon woke up then frantically wanted to move and go away but was pinned. funny thing though, the ambulance came like so late about 20 mins. the china man refused to be treated and wanted to moved. so they had to tie him to the stretcher and that also he wanted to free himself. sad sia. and some more my dad said he maybe an illegal immigrant. so its a double blow.

life goes on.

october's tragedy

2007-10-04T20:42:00.000+08:00

time for another entry. i guess that i've been away for quite sometime from computers because i just simply don't have the time to update here. i've been doing up alot of work and essays lately just to keep myself continuously working for As. as it is now, i did okay only but still not passing econs. sad bodoh. i don't know what happened but i guess it reflects how much work i've been doing for econs. now i'm staying back in school till 6 to study. and yeah, definitely much more productive than the comfort of my home. 26 more days to my first paper, whoah, thats fast.

haha, today mr foo as always have his mood swings, and from his sleepless nights(according to him) caused his bad mood. charlene, sylvia and kwan kena thrown out of gp today cause they did nothing. kwan played with her pen making it bounce up and down the table then sylvia tried to catch it but failed. charlene laughed and called her a noob. hhaha, then they laughed and mr foo dont know what prompted him started shouting like i kena that time. i feel alot for sylvia. she was scolded the worst. i'm not gonna type what he shouted but i feel that it was abit too harsh. we were too shocked to even say anything. that was scary.

farewell assembly in a week's time and i dont know whether i'm looking forward to the end of school or not. i definitely will miss my friends in sajc, classmates, bandmates and... hahah well, its been a tough journey and it is definitely apt that it ends with ms k giving the speech to the arts fact. oh ya, we made a stunning, hot sensational discovery. ms k admitted that she's afraid of speaking in public. hmmm, at first we don't believe her but she honestly admitted in front of us that she's afraid. we were stunnned. i mean seriously. we had a good laugh listening to her accounts. farewell assembly, gifts, songs, mock exams, lectures, consultations and finally the As. what an end of the road! then off we go to tekong!

i will continue. soon. 9 days to hari raya!

life as a young Muslim

2007-09-18T10:09:00.000+08:00

well, tomorrow starts school again. for the past few days i've been helping out at home and lepak-ing with my friends. i guess the results i'm going to get is quite pressure-less, since i know that most of the papers, i'm gonna do badly and i'm sure many share the same sentiments as me (especially math paper). but, still i would like to see how i'd fared after going through all those papers. see where i stand and see the amount of work i've to catch up for As. fasting period have been a little bit challenging. i'm feeling much more sleepy and tired. but i've gotta study also. (God help me please!)

mess, mess, mess. still what my haouse is after much cleaning up. my mum refuses to throw things that are already cant be used and alot of paper/plastic bags. all my mum's stuffs. then my dad all his paperwork and the minutes and whatever. cleaning up time, they'd argue my dad, would just love to throw all the unnecessary things away, whilst my mum will slowly go through them to check one by one. well, when the house's messy everyone gets agitated. clothes lying here and there, then the old clothes, cant be used, my dad wants to throw it away or sell to the karang-guni man but my mum wants to give it back to my kampung. haiya. all these things have been lying around for some time. still no cleaning up has been completed. what i do? sit there, ROC. why? cos in the end, my mum will do another round of check again. pffft.

anyway, to get away from all these, i went to lepak with my friends, cracked lots of jokes, went to geylang bazaar and lepak at Imam restaurant. all the jokes(inclusive of everything) funnny to the max! eilania, i'll tell you tomorrow, provided if you come. ahhaha. cant wait to see my class again. any good news?

still standing

2007-09-14T14:11:00.000+08:00

ah, yes, after a gruelling month of studying and studying, finally prelims have come to an end. what a way to end prelims by celebrating the month of ramadan(fasting month). a month away from this blog, many have qustioned, why i went missing? haha, simply because i couldnt manage my time better and so, i have to devote more time to studying.

about prelims. it has been a tough encounter with the different papers. and i have to say econs this time was really, realy difficult. but that's not to say that the other papers were not as difficult. its just that econs needs a specialy mention. haha. anyway, now i'm continuing the journey on the studying road, need to put in that extra effort for As.

enough of studies.(for now) lately have been busy with the football manager game, very addictive. then since now its fasting month, all i can do is just stay at home, help to do some cooking for break-fast and clean up the house. haix the usual chores. everything else, will resume back to normal. the concert rehearsal and so on.
haix, holidays from today till tuesday. then start school again on wednesday until farewell assembly. wah, 2 years really going very fast.

now about rugby. the rugby world cup fever is on!! okay, i'm rooting for the All Blacks. hope they dont be a disappointment this time around, with their last trophy back in 1987. dingdangdigglydingdarn. this time they're more prepared and experienced. france and england have looked unconvincing, whilst the traditional powerhouses, all blacks, wallabies and the springboks have notched up their triumphant wins. looks like its gonna be a three way tie. but anyway, nicole have been going gaga over these rugby hunks. their looks and body hugging jersey and all those. hahah, that's the usual nicole. oh ya and kwan also, haha. anyway, i'm inspired by them and i hope at least to get a better body shape. now i;m like so skinny need to buff up, before NS.

well, i think thats it for today, i'll update regularly, then at least sylvia dont complain! haha. okay, need to cook menu of the day: Nasi Lemak!

oh well

2007-08-16T17:52:00.000+08:00

came for 2 lessons only lit and gp. just finished 2 mock exams and now this saturday one more to go. a 3hr history paper. its quite tiring since the start of this term with prelims just 12 days to go. so much to study with so little time left. been very busy studying till late nights like what most have been doing. all these so mundane lifestyle, but what to do A's is about sacrificing your time for studies.

anyway, haha, today was quite fun. the class dared me to offer ms k a mamee monster. damn, it was quite scary at the thought of it but hey its about the class promising me that they'd stop disturbing me if i dare to do so. haha, well, i did and she kindly declined the offer citing food poisoning. quite funny cos now at least it means that i wont get disturbed anymore in class, and believe me, i really need the break.

alright, i really have nothing more to say. need to go back to studying mode already. dox. see ya

is to be serious/don't be too serious

2007-08-12T22:21:00.000+08:00

everybody seems to be emo nowadays, including me. i can just be quiet and not talk for a day, unless i had to. lately, i've seen people blasting their tops off, be it because of love, friends, family and even music. lets talk about love first. i think that love impacts everyone of us. the difference between love and the others i have stated above is that love is an encompassing virtue and it's the main thread to the others that i have stated(friends, family and music). without it, there's no link, no connection whatsoever. i see people at their breaking point and sometimes being helpless, even i myself experienced that before. well, it seems that love can take its toll on us, the pressure of being in love, the pressure of giving and accepting love. love is the mood, atmosphere and the food for nourishment of life. damn, well, why i don't feel that? simple, its just that i'm ill-equipped enough to handle all these things. to console someone, your friends, your loved ones, for me, its quite patchy, still learning though. bit by bit, but hey! it's better than nothing right? anyway, again to be in love is not that simple. its a three way tie-you, your love and your problems. if you can't contain your problems, you'll definitely affect the other two. everything is so interconnected. well, this is. however, according to many, love is actually simple but we make it complicated. man and woman and love. but you see the problem lies in the fact that people try too hard to understand the opposite sex, so don't try. just know what you have to do/to fulfill and be happy. love is hard to get/muster. maybe its just that i tried too hard. Like a gp teacher's favorite quote-Keep It Simple Stupid. yeah, i will. maybe i won't understand/or get hold of it now, but hopefully, soon i will. persist and persevere in the right doings. and when you get this basic thing right, all else follow through.

adios!

national day!

2007-08-10T23:31:00.000+08:00

national day was very interesting i should say. went to city hall(monument) with my lepak friends. haha, fun la so noisy and havoc sial. haha, anyway, went to padang(victory square) and saw these like thousands of people parcipitating in the largest national flag. ahha. so enthu seh. sat at padang then watch fireworks. then got people(outer party) scolding the others(east asian prisoners) to move off and dont block their view. haaha, then hero(winston) went walking around making people move off, with claps from the outer party. hahaha. so many resemblance la. then all the comrades all around giving support to each other. chanting slogans and singing community songs and everywhere BB is watching you. beware one small mistake and you might end up in jail. hahahha

so familiar right? guess thats from 1984. anyway, national day this year was something new and refreshing. haha. just came back from alumni prac. tmr's the concert and dont think we are prepared. anyway, see what happens tmr then.

alright la gotta go. got ms k homework to do, econs to study, math mock exam to study for. damn. i wish i have more time. Arggh, i only have 24 hours in a day. see ya.

the malay here

2007-08-01T14:32:00.000+08:00

this past few days have been really an enjoyment. Monday was one to forget, haha so ashamed of myself. i accidentally bumped into a teacher and then he stare at me for damn long la, holding his milo cup. was quite embarrassed actually, stood there in front of him while he glared. then evan and kwan can only laugh la. wahlau, what kind of friends do that??? hahaha..

anyway, i've been subjected to a preferential treatment by my classmates. hahaha, cos i'm an easy target-(read: malay) and everything connected to me is being subjugated. crap la, had to endure, keep quiet and play along when necessary. well, i see that for these next few last months i'll be constantly be disturbed and teased and kept quiet(have to). haa, i know la that it sounds so serious but actually sometimes need some stress reliever thing and yeah, i'm the pill or the punching bag.

okay, as requested by claire i shall update on the class happenings for the next 2 weeks.
1. math lecture test this fri
2. hist mock exam paper 1 this sat
3. national day celebrations on wed then thur NATIONAL DAY!! ahaa
4. 14th August the make up lecture from 530 to 630pm
5. 18th August hist paper 2 mock exam.
6. Rhubini's farewell party tbc. 11th she cant make it.
7. bring money for class photo tmr.

yupp thats it. oh ya shout out to birthday girls this month. dedication anyone? haaha. any song or video dedication and shoutouts, email me or message me or contact me!

oh ya, tmr's gonna be a fun day. one lesson only and that is ms k. ahahah one hour lesson then go home study. sian ji phua. so much to study for history la!! wahlau then still must hand in ms chua's homework.sian.

bye.

manners and air tickets

2007-07-28T20:50:00.000+08:00

singaporeans are reknowned for complaining alot, and now here i'm going to live up to that name. haha. what inspired me to complain? the "impress at first sight" course thing during learning fest.

first, dont bring your manners at home to outside please? gosh. stop slamming the freaking public toilet door. its not your home where you can slam all the door that you want. its freaking irritating. was at the airpot just now, while washing my hands then suddenly 'gerbaaaa, gerbaaaa' happy slamming door competition. isnt there peace? hahaha.

then i know in class everybody laugh at me for all the misproununciation of words liek "calicator" and all those accents la whatsoever. sad right? haiya but what to do. when you're a minority, act like one. keep quiet better, right? hahaha.. oily hair somemore la. eh i wash EVERYDAY( monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, saturday and sunday and monday, tuesday, wednesday, thurs....)okay. WITH SHAMPOO. so does that cleared your suspicion??

i pass my napfa test!! ahhahaha, i know no big deal whatsoever but it is to me. the feeling was great man even though got a silver but it felt like a huge achievement from a small guy. hahaha.

relakx one corner. stress release methodological dunno what..

enjoy.

why war?

2007-07-24T21:45:00.000+08:00

today was quite pathetic actually. i failed 2.4km test for the first time in my entire life sia. 15 mins know, wahlau even evan can run faster than me. aioyh, then friday got to re-do and still got 2 K's lesson somemore le. haha. joke sia then after that the whole day was super tired and "splitting-headache", half asleep during lit lecture which i thought i must go through no matter what. but never mind, next time then.

from now on, i shall censor the name of the person(s), if whom i may/may not need to refer to. got a beating, eh wait, beatings by you know who they are, for refering to them. sorry guys, i shall stop it.

its like a few more weeks to prelims only, man, i'm really counting down the days. trying to get ready to face it, trying to listen more during econs lecture and other lessons. and yes, speaking of econs lecture, its actually quite entertaining to sit beside evan and jiahui. hahaha, asked all the stupid questions like,'eh hafiz, what if the girl you like is a chinese? what if she doesn't want to convert?''would you fight against Malaysia, if Singapore goes to war with them?'
oh ya, i cant forgot the classic evan question, 'i wash my hands and everything else 7 times already le, does that make me clean like what you said?' hahaha, but its good la these people asked me all these questions. and i'm glad to answer them. really.

enough said, shall update more later. going off to study.
peace, no war.

servant leader

2007-07-20T21:25:00.000+08:00

haha, i would say what a wonderful Racial Harmony day it was. but celebration seems bleaker as compared to last year where we had a concert and people wearing the different ethnic costumes, even teachers. this year its like so dead la. we just had a movie review of a short 3 chapters on racial discrimination in the USA, such a stark contrast to singapore. here, we cant even own any sort of guns, just knife will do. well, i do applaud what the government has been doing in racial integration.

class was as usual, don't have to say who's the target. [hint: its not daniel] racial harmony at a smaller scale, with it, i dare say it'd be boring but without it there will be a chance of friction between people. the majority deals with personal, emotional problem with their emo talks and all, but I have to deal with both personal problems and trying to make people understand, haha if you know what i mean. crazy bodoh. the class is getting emo sia. one emo group here another emo group there. then another person emo.

let me list the top 6 favourite questions/phrases people asked/told me:
1) why can't you eat pork?
2) what happens when you eat pork?
3) why can't you touch pigs?
4) you missed a great deal by not eating pork.
5) you malay/mat so by speaking or looking like chinese you think your status is elevated?
6) i blanja you eat char siew.

haha, today more than 2 people have asked me question number 2 and i gladly answered what i've learnt that is the cleansing of one 7 times. correct me if i'm wrong.
but after all these right, the irony is that its quite funny though, it takes away the serious stress work at school during breaks. haha, THANK YOU sylvia for writing the postcard with your pledge, haha. hope your teeth will be fine soon! i'm blessed to have such classmates who are willing to learn more about my race and religion. HAHA. religious fundamentalism!

life of a mugger (like what sylvia said) haha. well, quite agree with what she said, its so tiring but i've to admit that it'll do us good. haha sylvia but dont push yourself too hard okay? later you fall sick even more. take care! BT2 is already screwed up, now its time to devote more time to studying and less of playing. must follow kwan already, she's starting to pick up the pace.

hope things will turn out for the better. I really hope. anything, everything.

anything la!

2007-07-18T14:50:00.000+08:00

sorry guys for not updating regularly. was very busy though planning a lot of stuff from the hari raya light up to everything else. rachel kwan keep on complaining and scolding me got blog but dont update regularly. haha and yeah special mention to claire who keep o repeating to me that she read my blog hahaha. was thinking what to write for sgc then colin, you know la, say all the stupid things, like put la under others i created the class blog. funny ah colin? ahahaha.

block test results was a bit better than expected la. econs i got E, then hist E but then havent got back lit yet. math D. aiyoh. so much more to catch up. must work even harder from now already.

eilania and claire are the dynami duo for the week. so full of crap la and eilania being her usual retarded self. hahaha, all the stupid comments, everyone targetting me la. wahlau, once not enough ah? L-O-S-E-R all the jingle. haha, but quite funny though. then claire with all her scary remarks and violent behaviour. ahaha. crap la. hahaha.

see ya!

minitrue

2007-07-11T21:11:00.000+08:00

life after block test 2 is very much down. bad results, no improvements and only a few months left to As is definitely putting on tremenduous pressure. i've so much to catch up on and i see christian rushing here and there, complaining about how he only has 24 hours in a day! gosh, he's a freaking worka-machine la. but yeah, i've gotta put in alot more effort to see good results. anyway, yeah thanks rachel for the advice and your concern for your fellow classmate. haha. i guess i need to start on consultations with tutors

oh ya, i want to make a suggestion. A6 next time if we going out for class outing can we like go to some food places that is halal, please? haha, if not i've to resort to going home again. i'm so sorry that if this request is like so ma fan for you all but well, only once? haha

from this saturday onwards i'll make it a point to spend at least 2 hours working out (soccer that is) haha with timo, kevin, colin praveen..and so on. eh rememeber yeah this saturday.

alumni pieces are great man. Benji's quite good at choosing pieces. last week quite funny la, no tuba, no bari sax and darn, alec not coming for the next 2 weeks. but i still dont know whether i'll have enough time to study for prelims. hai, its 2 weeks after national day.

alright i'm off. need to do the second round of studying.

4th of july

2007-07-04T17:12:00.000+08:00

sorry guys for not updating this blog frequently.

it has been quite a tiring 2 weeks! today marks the end of bt2 yay!! haha, great now can enjoy for at least a day (yeah, i know, pathetic) then head back to studying for prelims. need to complete Herland by monday. Lit paper was a total major screw up, couldnt understand what was the freaking hell the unseen poem was talking about then the comparison question gosh, not any better. couldnt finish the paper and (mind you, we havent had any practise full essay on comparison. damn! but whatever la, its over already just have to wait from friday onwards for the results.

speaking of which friday is college day! haha, supposed to be an important but who the heck from A6 cares, right anot? hahah. from the eilanias, to the rachels to the claires (and christian especially) all dont care la. mr tan did the balloting like way last term and now he forgot who supposed to go! hahaha joke sia. what else can he do better? now he's gonna reballot again and decide again on friday who's going. so last minute and the school smart bodoh, all j2s report at 12.45 and "ONE O'CLOCK" we'll start lessons. stupid, i got friday prayers. looks like i'm gonna miss maths. dumbo. then i hope i dont have to do the ballot cos then after that can go play soccer! haha.

anyway, WHAT HAPPENED TO THE BAND BLOG? till now i dont know what happened to it. can someone tell me please? haha sorry, i'm abit slow. suddenly the blog vanished gone missing just like that. damn la. what telah happen??? gosh.

alright la. that's all for today. sylvia, btw just now you smiled i couldnt see your eyes. haha they're so small! haha

smashing!

2007-06-13T21:39:00.000+08:00

its been over a week since i last posted anything, yeah anything. have been studying alot lately since for the past one and a half years i've not been putting in alot of effort. nonetheless, still had time for leisure. haha

firstly, thanks becky for the movie outing. helps alot to de-stress. shrek 3 was quite funny though despite the cliche plot. anyway, really enjoyed your company. thanks alot! should do more of that eh, get more people and all can be happier. hahaha.

oh ya, the J1s are going for their trip tomorrow to new zealand. gosh so lucky. but obviously they have to pay more la. hope its really gonna be a hell lot of good experience there! all the batch bonding and stuffs. the good ol' days of Perth. haha. dont know whether i can make it tmr to send them off., not that i dont want or anything. obviously i want to go lar. hope that the trip goes smoothly.

then this saturday and sunday there's the national under 21 soccer trials. so funny when they put up at the advertisements in the straits times that 'FAS is looking for JC and poly footballers'. such a specific mention. i guess there's not enough or small number of these people in the singapore soccer academy. but to go to that measures, haha. dont know whether i should go for the trials or not. still contemplating.

so much on my calendar! and yes, there's the highly anticipated Gentarasa 2007. its a Malay semi-musical which is going to be held at Republic Poly next week on the 22 and 23 June 2007.
entitled "Titisan Cacamerba" (Dynamic Transformation) which depicts the singaporean life back in the days of Sang Nila Utama up to the futureachievements of Singaporean malays. its a great show to watch and there's 2 performances each day.

hhaha. nth else la. not that much to post on. oh ya. CLASS! for hist its SOLELY on japan, china, asian financial crisis, UN and ASEAN. hahah no wonder they dubbed this blog as the class blog. haha.

peace.

I understand HOW: I dont understand WHY.

2007-06-02T15:48:00.000+08:00

saturdays are damn boring nowadays. no band prac, no outings. left at home to wake up late and study. next week starts all the extra lessons and lectures. need to do aomething refreshing once in a while. realised that we left band very abruptly, leaving the J1s without having a proper step down and have not really briefed them about what they are supposed to do and all those things. the running of the different departments and the info that needs to be passed down. well, i guess it has to be done whilst studying.

went airport yesterday to send off my cousins who were going to perth. haha reminded me so much of last year, around the same time, went on the perth trip with the band. haa. so much memories and fun we had. it can never be replaced. i want to go overseas man. travelling i so much fun! hope to go europe after As and enjoy before entering ns. hai.. anyway, i have to do damn well to get the course that i want in uni. its so competitive these days especially the popular courses. wish i could be smarter, well.

gar meng, when are we goona go for batch lunch/dinner again sia? so bored la, sometimes i need to go out too. organise one soon eh like the other time then can relakz one corner. haha.
gosh. reading history notes is really a killer. alright. A6 remember, mr tan repeat lecture is on fri at 2pm and his consultations are on monday, friday and the whole of the third week. yupp. thats what he said. christian, i wanna play soocer, call me. hurry up!

haha. btw, today is Parents' Day. fyi.

oh wednesday..

2007-05-30T20:37:00.000+08:00

tody's quite fun though. played soccer wiht the J1 bandits haha and damn we lost 11-10. ahaha, yes, after a gruelling 130mins of soccer. quite sad that the last goal had to be an own goal. aha, anyway, we played the full match wihtout any subs okay. so at least that was the plus point. brandon! you did a great job man being a keeper. next time we'd put you instead of the international keeper. ahaa. anyway, had loads of fun, despite the bad pitch and the freaking hot weather, and a rest of from studying. haa. J2s we shall come back stronger after A levels okay? haha! must beat them again. haha must mention the courageous people that played just now-- brandon, john, malcolm, nicky, deborah, kenny, joshua. haha we played well but just too tiring right?

anyway, had THE meeting just now. quite a waste of time la. not the whole batch turn up then meeting was like only a short 20 mins la. in the end, we decided not to play together with the J1s for the SAS concert. reason: its too near prelims already. oh well., looks like the proper ending will only be the band dinner then. yeah. mixed feelings among the J2s. some want to play but thinking of studying. but yeah studies top priority so its understandable.
well, performing after As will be a damn good idea but to get the whole batch would be very difficult. just look at the meeting just now and the previous meetings. not many attended and not many said alot. i feel that we should end of our sajc band life with a performance, memories that can be shared together. still remember last yr's esplanade concert. we ended with a bang right? yeah. thats what i want and i hope the batch feels the same too.

well, hope everything ends well. haha. tmr there's oms practice sia, even though its public hol. but i didnt attend for the past few weeks already. must show more enthusiasm and improve my attendances man. alright, thats it for today.

updates for this holidays

2007-05-28T16:27:00.000+08:00

aite. starting of holidays is really very trying. so many temptations at home. anyway, eilania asked me to update her on the class "happenings" this holidays and so here it goes.

ms k's lecture:4th june lt3 2-4pm
6th june lt3 9-11am
ms chua's lecture: 12th june ava 930-1230pm(if i heard correctly)
mr tan's lesson: 4th june(afternoon) anyway, cant make it cos of ms k's lecture. HAHA!
mr foo's lesson: 5th june 130 to 530pm

yupp. so far that's what has been planned by the teachers. hope this post will help you remember better. haha. well, i'm like taking the place of class rep la, informing and reminding people, haha anyway, i enjoy doing it. so ya. oh well.

ahah, enough of class already. actually, i look forward during these times. there'll be more soccer matches and stuffs. so yeah. not all about studying.

life has been plain without band. haha, so called the "band withdrawal symptoms", felt after the syf. nothing to do now after band, no individuals to look forward to. hai. anywya, the J1s are having a match with the J2s on wed. hahah and yeah we do need the support of the J2s. remember, its at the college field at 4 pm. haa. last time we played, match was abandoned due to bad lighting. haha score was 3-1, we were winning so yeah, i'm really upbeat. aJ2s we're gonna show them who's boss. ahah. crap. anyway, we do need the J2 guys + deborah to come down and play. so yeah, DO COME DOWN! oh ya. i want to play for the august concert! at least there'll be a proper ending to band and a good farewell. hope the meeting gonna have a good turnout and great news!

alright, i think thats enough for today. need to finish studying. see ya.

hey ya!

2007-05-27T18:27:00.000+08:00

well, Eilania encouraged me to create this blog so that communications will be made easier. aha.

for a start, school term has just ended, band life too. technically, i guess. no more band pracs, more time for class people and more time to spend. well, we didnt get the chance to play in at the presentation night but oh well, tough tities. haha. anyway, must start real studying already. from now its like a month to BT2. hai, school so hectic, blah blah blah.

haha. enjoying more with the class people now. A6 rocks man!! now having alot of class time, jokes and taking pictures during tutorials too eh? haha, and yeah the street soccer competition. aha, could've won it, if only... oh ya, class photo was super great. we took with green slip eh. haha, a real representation of 06A6. thanks to the people who made it possible. haha (read: charlene, claire) haha.

damn, so much to study so little time, time to study smarter. haha. nicky! dont forget to call me when you want to study hist. at least i can learn sth from you man. haha. i've already prepared like a sort of timetable so that i use my hols wisely.

ps: eilania, if you need any clarifications, you can just msg me okay? and the rest of the class too. haha.